A poem for Mummy by Stacy

As I sit and wonder why,
All I want to do is to cry.
But you didn't want me to come to you.
You said you would be here in the month of June.

As I can see now that is not to be,
Something or someone needed you more
I sure hope it is not me.
Cause I would only be a bore.

I'm so sorry you had to leave so soon,
I will miss you deeply.
You have been such a huge impact on my life,
And Quite effectively.

I see a lot of you in me
I wonder why that is?
You have rubbed off on me through out the years,
With lots of laughter and lots of tears.

These words are not coming so naturally.
I'm struggling right along.
I wished I played an instrument
Then I could sing a song
But my talent does not lie there.
It lies within my hands.
I'm going off subject  now
It must be the ADHD.

Well I have know you just short of 50 years
Had lots of laughs and had lots of tears.
I couldn't have asked for another
Because you were MY mother.

I love you and miss you. And am sad I can't hug you anymore my short mummy.

Love, #3